First Post!!1! Published 12th of August 2024
Amelia's Room
I cant believe i'm actually writing a post through IDE
Well hello! finally some updates i guess, life sucks but i have fun doing web building and hoping that this will be healthier alternative than mucking around on twitter or tumblr. not that i'd imagine anyone going to read this while its up. there is a reason screaming at the internet reworded as yelling at the void after all! albeit sometimes the void replies, so who knows
A lot of things, from the past 7 month, to last week-end. but thanks to the help and support of various peoples including my dear poly-girlfriend Kali, Candle's End, and peoples who's within Kali's server that kept me in a way or another, sane.
But a constant enshittening of my internet connection for the past few weeks really triggers me and everything that happened for the past few months. basically shutting me down and making me scream curses to my ISP and universe in general. and also triggers my... dark past, let's put it that way for now.
Well, not much i suppose, i'll just try to keep on doing the thing that i enjoy the most, and creating what i can create, little by little. maybe working on some 3D stuff and server admin once i had the time and energy to do it.
its unfortunate that i ends up not being able to self-host, but even then it'll be about next year until i was able to buy some sort of domain and probably also hosting. hoping that it will pave way to easier editing for blogs, since i'd hope most of my other pages not going to be nested, at the very least. we'll see...
i wouldn't say so myself, but we'll see about that. maybe once i get my own dedicated line i will attempt to do it. for now what i need is definitely that and stability of it. there is not much alternative where i am right now, and with how much i have on my wallet, i dont think i can afford a dedicated line anyway. and so... there's the demise of amelia's streaming career i suppose. at least for now.
either way, i hope to see you live, in better times.
through all this pain, yours truly
Amelia Yukihana Elfenlied
Dùn Eidinn 12th of August 2024.